Feelings

Feeling this overwhelming love for my little family of three tonight. Today Aubree and I spent all day in our jammies and had multiple cuddle sessions. She was so sweet and loving and helpful. No fits, no tantrums. She told me multiple times out of the blue, I love you momma. So basically my heart has been melting all day. Before Ben can come from work I got down an old bag in Aubrees room with little headbands and hats and diapers and white onesies from when she was a newborn. We sat on my bed and she put on the diaper and onesie and hat on her baby doll. I swaddled her and she held her and kept telling me out cute and little she was. Her movements while holding the baby doll were so sweet and slow and soft. I know she is going to be the best big sister ever. I can't wait to see her reaction to her new baby sister. I am so happy they will get to grow up together and be the best of friends. It scares me and makes me nervous to think we will be a family of four in a few short weeks but at the same time I have never felt more excited. The love I have for Ben and Aubree is beyond measure. I can't wait for that love to expand to include another little sweet girl. Ben is the best dad to Aubree and treats us both like princesses. I have no doubts her will adore our new little addition. I am so grateful he is my partner and we get to create this family together. He is everything to me and I feel so blessed to be able to stay home and watch our daughters grow and teach them and love them. Our life may not ever be perfect but it is beyond beautiful. ❤