Do you ever just have those moments where you wake up a little earlier then usual and the house is quiet and you think about how blessed you are. I woke up this morning thinking about last night. We went to Walmart to grab a few groceries and on the drive home Aubree was falling asleep in her car seat. She was trying so hard to keep her eyes open so I told her "it's okay honey you can close your eyes." She looked at me with the sweetest face and said "okay" and finally let them close peacefully. In that moment Ben and I just looked at each other and our hearts melted. We both told each other how much love we felt in that moment and it was so incredible. So this morning I was thinking about that moment and how much love I have for Ben and Aubree and how much they have changed my life. Then I started thinking about the sweet girl who has been kicking my belly all morning and how I can't wait to meet her and get to know her and add more love to this beautiful life I live everyday with these sweet special people. I never thought in a million years that I would be married to my best friend and have two beautiful daughters by the age of 22. But oh how I am so grateful heavenly father had a plan and knew exactly what I needed. I love these people more then I could have ever dreamed of. My heart feels like it could burst with all the love I feel. It's such an amazing thing. Loving your best friend and creating your our little family. I couldn't have picked a better partner to live this life and the next with. Ben knows me better then anyone and loves me through the best days and the worst. When he gets home from work life the days just get better. He is the best dad to our sweet girl and the best husband to me. He makes me want to be better, to show more love and appreciation. He told me last night, "I wish you could just jump into my chest and feel how much love I feel for you two girls."
I hear Aubree waking up so I have to stop. But I want to remember all of these thoughts and feelings. ❤
